Sunday, June 22, 2008

My thoughts

It is 11:35 pm on a Saturday evening. The kids and I have just settled down for the evening. Bo is in Alabama preparing for the drive home in the next few days We have been without him for two weeks. It has been difficult, joyous, sad, and sometimes very nerve racking. God has continued to show me in some ways that He is here while we struggle day to day while Bo isn't here.

Pastor Rick's sermon was so magical tonight. It was if he was looking in my heart and reading what I was feeling.At th beginning of church tonight, I felt as though my heart was breaking. I don't remember ever feeling this way in my entire life. I've felt my heart ache before, but nothing like this. As we sang I could feel it literally tearing apart. IT was the strangest sensation I've ever felt. I felt so lonely and began thinking a lot about Bo. We began singing a song and I began to cry. I can't even remember the name of the song.

Bo is planning n making it here by Wednesday. I can't wait. I am so excited. I can't wait to put my arms around my husband and kiss him. I will be heading downstate alone to pick him up. This to me is scary but exciting as well. I have never driven on the interstate by myself before. I know Bo has done it several times but not me. Please if your a praying person pray I make it there safely and that there are no animals in my way especially moose. That's what scares me the most is the moose. There are a lot too. We saw two on the way down the last time we went. One was dead and one was heading back into the forest.

Have a good day.

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